Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Welcome to Being an Adult

It has been a rough couple of weeks.
I started to have complications with my pregnancy on December 15th, and it was pretty much downhill from there.

The evening of Christmas Eve, I miscarried our baby. Needless to say, Christmas was not how we expected it to be.

People keep asking me how I'm doing. And I have to go through everything of what happened again. That's not an easy task. I guess I just fully understand why some people wait until the second trimester to tell people the good news.

I'm doing ok. I really am. I am for sure doing way better than I ever thought I would when I thought about it happening to me. And I believe that our rough 2 weeks of complications was God's way of preparing my heart. And He is carrying me through everything.

And, as hard as it is, I believe it was the Lord's will for us to miscarry. Greg and I did a lot of talking afterwards, and it seems as though God was preparing us for the miscarriage from the day we found out we were pregnant.
I went out and bought an angel ornament for our Christmas tree. Also, I'm working on a song about everything too. Maybe one day I'll post it on here.

Here's the ornament...

I know the Lord will bless us with another child when He sees fit, and so we're just waiting until then.


  1. We're so very sorry you're going through this, we just thank God for His faithfulness...

  2. I love you and I'm glad you're back :)

  3. Emma I am so sorry that you are going through this. I will be praying for you!

  4. The angel is soo sweet! Perfect! I love you, and Im glad I get to read about your life again. I am glad that we have become so much closer recently, I think maybe He had something to do with that too. I know that if you hadn't been pregnant we would have never sparked a conversation, and look how many we have had since then. The whole thing was a hidden blessing. I have been trying to find a way to better connect with you, and praying that something would show itself. And here it was all along. You are just what I need in my life at this moment and God knew that! Your an angel and u don't even know it!